Tag Archive | Depression

Day 190 – Update


Things have been going pretty good for me right now. my depression is starting to lessen and I am enjoying life more. Though I am still having trouble in school. Tomorrow I go back to see my psychiatrist to see how my meds are working and on Friday I have another appointment with my endocrinologist. Hopefully I will be able to go back on estrogen but we will see.
Until next time,



Day 168 – True Colors

Hello everyone,

I am still battling with anxiety and depression but tomorrow I am going to see a psychiatrist who can hopefully help me through this. On the brighter side of things, tomorrow I am also going to the True Colors conference in Connecticut! I’m going with my schools LGBT group so it should be tons of fun. Hope everything is going well with everyone else.


Day 156 – Update

Hi there, it’s been a few weeks since my last post so I thought I’d give a little update. I’ve been feeling a little better than I have been recently. I’m not sure if it’s because I stopped the estrogen or if it is just a coincidence. At this very moment I am feeling a little anxious, I’m not really sure what to do with myself. Anyways I just wanted to update you, talk to you later.


Day 139 – A Comparison

Hello, I am still battling some depression and I am just totally worn out right now. Today I added new measurements and I thought I would compare my most recent numbers with my first measurements to see how far I’ve come.

Around the Upper Arm: 12″ +0.75″
Around the Forearm: 10.5″ + 0.50″
Bust: 37.5″ +2.50″
Under Bust: 34.75″ + 1.75″
Natural Waist: 33.5″ +3.75″
Belt line: 39″ +1.50″
Hips: 42″ +2″
Thigh: 25″ +2.75″
Calve: 15.5″ +0.50″

Waist-Hip Ratio: 0.798 +0.054
Waist-Shoulder Ratio: 0.807 +0.090

Weight: 185 +14 lbs

Day 134 – Letdown

Well I had an appointment with my endo again today. I thought things would be okay but in my lab work my prolactin was still high and there is some suspicion that the estrogen could be causing my depression so I have been taken off estrogen. I am pretty devastated; it’s like a step in the wrong direction. The only good news is that my endo upped my spiro from 100mg to 150mg, but thats no substitute for the lack of estrogen. I’m not sure what I am going to do now, probably eat a bag of chocolates.

Until next time,

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